An important day without you

The usual sunday, i went for my step class @ GWC.But the different is i am alone today.Though this happened sometime,today is a day i really do not want to spend alone. But i also know very well that there is no choice where we can choose from it.

Thought i will recieved a surprise sms from him,but there isn't since 00.00am. luckily i did not really pin high hope for the thing to happen,so there isn't really much disappointment.I just treat it he is not convenient to do so and/or he is busy. But I am not prepared to hear that he actually forget about today. But still,even he does,i shall treat it he is busy with the activities.Can't possible to blame him ar.

Instead of taking shuttle bus,i choose to take No.5 to tiong bahru MRT and trained home.Pack a packet of chicken rice and walk my way home to share that packet with mum.

Reaching home,i start to tidy my bedroom.Looking at the clock,it was about 3pm.Look at the clock again,it was already 6.30pm.Time really fly.To think back, i should thank him instead for travelling as it giving me a chance to clean my bedroom.Else, i wonder when i have the time to do it. Never the less,i am still stay alert on all the sound around me,scare that i will miss his call. Cute mama also helping me to hear out the ringing tone too...hahaha

Dinner time and i have no appetite.but don't want mum to worry so we went to nearby food centre & eat.On our way home,my phone rings suddenly.An unknown number shown,wishing it was him so i pick up.But it was silent on the end so i hang up.Same number rings again making me more determine that it is him but again there isn't any sound.For the 3rd time i heard his voice finally.I am so happy then i "dump" my mum aside just wanting to concentrate for awhile afraid that line will cut off again.Knowing he is fine,i am so glad.As he is using his colleagues's mobile,so we did not talk long.Have a short one and we hang up.Of course,this is never enough la....hahaha

Wonder is he thinking of me as much as i am thinking of him now.Everyone says its a good thing to be part from your love one once awhile.I told them i am prefectly agreed to it.But deep in my heart,this feeling is totally unbearable.

I always thought i will never had a chance to miss and think of him since we always see and hear each other.But now,due to his mobile letting him down and he is out of town,finally i got the taste about missing him badly.

He is coming back soon.but i don't know can i wait that long.Bet tonight will be another torture night for me.I have not been sleeping well for the past few days when he is around.It was even worst when he is away now.

I tell myself that i shall treasure him even more when we are together coz we will never know when are we going to be apart again. Do not take each other 's presence for granted.