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A disturbing feeling to end a friday night.....

Finally a not so shiok workout has come to an end. Open locker, half heartedly hoping to see hp screen shown "1 new message" but no there isn't any...guess he muz b busy helpin out with the setup but still worry about his safety, therefore decided to text him a simple sms hoping he will reply. Then headed to an 1/2 hrs of shower...oops did i scare anyone off..kekeke..
Back to locker again,1st thing is not grabing clothes to wear but is to peep on hp...again...nothing come in...
for the moment, don't know to be scare,sad,worry or disappointed. Maybe a mixture feeling is the best words to describe baz...
Start to wonder has he reach yet??where is he now??knowing he is being driven there,accident oso start add into the worry bubbles...bet you going to say"aiyah..you think too much liao la,he shd be fine." But why he never tot of sending sms or even a miss call to ease mycaring worry...or i am reali worry for nothing??....
Many times, he was being told to do so but this time 4got to tell him. thinking he surely remember it but....again i tell myself that he muz be busy helping out.but deep inside my heart, somehow it got proven that i have been forcing him to do something which is out of his usual way which maybe hard to change to suit me...
Again many times,i keep telling myself forget it..since he is not used to this kind of act,let it be and i shall make myself get used to it instead.but I tink i can't just like he can't too.when the same thing happen,i start to worry and mind runs wild again. Am i abnormal??
On the way home,i keep having a feel that hp is vibrating but it turn out to be only my imagination. How can i not worry??
Back at home, from worry turn into angry. Out of anger,i have the thought that since he is enjoying himself now....guess he will not pay attention to whether am i home yet or not...so i decided to unpack my bag...eat my din then see whether shd i tell him i am home or not....maybe he even forgotten about me for the moment...why not???...hahaha...i think i am working toward revenge...
Of course,my heart failed me...love win over hatred...i call him but shock to know his HP is off and i hear his voice mail instead. Panic raise again...where is he? why HP is off?is hp low batt??is the BBQ location no reception??or .....i keep calling..using hse phone using hp but still cannot get in...simply no ringing tone at all....why why why????why didn't he feel funny that there is no new from me??
why didn't he know this is absolutely not my style???why didn't he just chk once a while??is it bcos he dun feel the nid to do so??
i guess he muz be thinking it isnt a big deal at all and why a blog has to be put in here....
i am worry....if you are not my love one...i will never even want to bother...this is the only thing i ask for,am i asking too much??or till now, you still feel that it isn't a muz to do so and i should not making a fuss out of it....
Then please teach me...mb to be like you....

This is so cute!!!!!!!

Halo...happen to find this video clip from one of my poly friendz's blog...and find it so Ke Ai....decided to share with you...

DD: This is for you & muz tell me the truth orhhhhh....kekekeke =p

a MesSy MiZuNo Run 2007

Reporting at 630am start to run at 730am...but heehee we reach there at about 7++ am. Half thinking that maybe it rains so heavily that the run might cancel and we just take our goodies bag and go home...hahaha...but no la..the run still continue bcos the sky begins to smile gradually..

730am strike but not all of us runs,they starts with the competitive participants loh which never mention during our registration time or their pamplets.So while waiting our call,DD went around to do some recce of the whole situation and find out that their so-called baggage point is actually a truck with all the bags stacking one another..

When the gun pull off for non-competition run(5km) which is our turn, we did not run like the others.We march to the truck,looking at the pool of the bag,we are kind of so reluctant to join in the mess.however,thinking this might be temp one mb later they will sort it out while we are running,we decided to take the risk...

After 40mins later,we finish the run.but can tell you lor the journey is not a pleasant one..can say it a dirty one baz...mb coz after a heavily rain ,the whole of bedok reservoir had become a muddy path to run on..arghhhh....my poor running shoe...poor you..

Mb we had learn from the last lesson(passion run) of the super-long queue,DD faster spot the queue crowd & join in.Then i heard soe1 shouted,"go there go there the Q is shorter."the KS me went over...phew!!!i din ask DD to come along cos the empty Q is for competitive runners wor...no wonder...but still not so bad la..we get the goodies bag(polo-T for women & running Tee for men, 3 pairs of sockes for both) very fast.

Spotting an Information counter,we ask about baggage counter and we were told the truck is at the carpark. Feeing abit easy,we walk towards the truck and we are speechless totally and can tell you we are ultimate regret to leave our bag in that place...below will explain why and i think you will shocked too..the before run & after run...

Heeheehee....tats me la..pining number tag..ready for the fun run...

Runners for fun run starting running...DD & I still taking our own sweet time..hahaha

Showtime...this is the truck i refer to loh...baggage deposit point.scary right???!!!

Very fast our bag disappear in the stack of the other......

A little game here....anyone can spot which one is me???...muahahaha....

Sweety DD is Q-ing for our goodie bag liao before the super ren long arrive....

Can you find my DD??...he is in the middle digging very hard for our bag..isn't this scenerio terrible?? The worst is the floor is wet and all bags are simply laying on the wet floor or even on the muddy soil,stacking up one another...we praying very hard hoping our bag is not in this batch...

Then we realised that our bag is actually on this truck so DD step out & wait for that door to open..spot where is DD??..actually i oso dunno which one yeh....mauahaha
Here is the chaos..door opens!!!all the crowds waiting for their bags to be thrown out...

More & more bags start to float out..DD is in the crowds and i look at those floating bag anxiously..hoping one of it is ours..finally our bag has been rescued out safely...

Knowing my DD works very hard to locate our bag,i went to milo truck and "snatch" a cup of cool milo...standing high up..waiting patiently for DD to get out from this messy spots..

I dun think i want to join Mizuno 2008 if there is one...the best is i overheard that mizuno 2006 is just as unorganise as this year...what a shame is all i can say baz....disappointment is the words for use fom the beginning till end...

Har Gao...Siew Mai..oR...Xiao Long Bao??!!

Never regret to watch Dian Xin Wa Wa on last saturday with DD. I had miss the last 2 performance as no one accompany at that time. This time i wanna to say a "BIG THANK YOU" to DD for bring me along to watch this marvellous performance.And with the prices of $4o/pax,we are damn lucky that a very good seat was being allocated to us somemore....hahaha....so the worthy lor...
The show is about 2hours inclusive of interval of course....but the plot is so funny that you will not realised that the show is finally come to an end...
Not sure if you guys who about to read my blog now,had any plan to watch the show anot?...for those who had already brought the tickets,pls pls don't forget to turn up for the show & be punctual too. But for those who are still indecisive about watching or not, i am very sorry to tell you that "THEY ARE SOLD OUT!!!"....Don't even thought of additional showtimes bcoz there isn't any lor....guess you got to wait for the next season baz....i will surely look out for the next season if there is any...simply cannot miss it lor....one more thing i really admire the talent of Hossan Leong...simply No Horse Run lor....whahaaha...

Isnt Selina so cute...right?

Wonder is Hossan concussing at the corner....Oops...whahahaha

Heehee..Hossan muz be kanna caught in action that he smile so brightly suddeny....

The Marvellous 4s.......

The Silly Look Of Us..hahaha

What a painful day to start a new week!!!!

ring ring...ring ring...

me:halo,gd mornie DD

DD:mornie dear dear..wakie lu..

me:orh...are you gng out today?

DD:yap..lata in the noon baz..

me:okie..b careful ya...kiss kiss byebye

DD:yap i will...kiss kiss byebye...

Draggin myself off the bed to the loo then still dragging myself back to bedroom again...as i start changing myself,i start to feel pain at my abdominal..shit man i think my pms cramps wake up too..

As the clock tick by,the pain start to become unbearable.So pain that i had to go to bed and curl like a cook prawn.Staring at the wall clock, i tell myself to take a rest and hope to be better by 8am..at least i can make it to work though late abit...Oops

But no,i am wrong.The pain become more n more worst.By 9am,the pain still live inside me.I left with no choice but to sms my xiaomei that i am in great pms pain and i will pop in office if i am ok by noon.Then i oso sms DD to inform him as well just in case he went to call my DLine and find that his xiaozhuzhu MIA.

At last, i think i am too pain that i fall aslp.Hp rings again and this time is DD.Looking at the clock while answering the phone,i realised it oredi 11plus. DD called and check on me as he was just released from his mornie meeting. I assure him that i am fine though still pain abit,but in my heart i already telling myself that it time to go back to work as tonnes of thing is waiting for me to complete...i can't leave xiaomei to struggle alone...

Reaching office,i give DD a miss call again to assure him that i had reach office safely.Open PC...sort out in-tray...etc...wonder how many thing i can finish within this balance of 4 hours(2-6).....

sob sob lu.i am just simply super sway today....i had another visitor just before my pms pain subsided, headache arrrr!!!!! The best part is the pain just keep drumming on my forehead lor...so hard that i cannot concentrate my work.I can feel that i bcome less productivity at that mmt.Looking at the PC clock, it already almost 5pm but i still alots of thing undone..sigh!!!...is it i should not come to work at all??....hahah...super lame right...

Actually till now, the 2 pain did not leave me alone. they are still playing hide & seek with me...hahah....hope they can "lost their way & don't come home(my body) anymore....求神求佛，拜观音。

For the 1st time and this will be the last time too..

A saturday night and i am at home...purposely gets permission from DD and plan to do tonnes of things but in the end realised that not much things has complete..dunno is it time is super short or maybe i am just slow..keke...

On a fine evening, Mel & I decided to mit for dinner.Actually we had a plan to do massage at vivocity.she thought of having body and i think of going for foot only.After my usual bath at PF,we meet up at about 7pm.She told me that Kenko was super ex with no offer or promo,we decided to drop the idea.We had our dinner at KOPITIAM but her dinner turn out to be yucky..some kind of thai fried kway teow.haha I go for the tradition one-bak chou mee..keke..then instead of supposingly resting our foot, we went for win-shop instead...funny right??

Then we pass by this food kisok selling korean fried fries hotdog.As she has been wanting to give a try, therefore using the yucky dinner as an excuse,she decided not to miss it this time and order a highly recommended with 3-star called KOREAN STREET HOTGOG(Fried Fries). Watching the auntie "re-fried" the sausage,she abit turn off though but still alright la...not that friedy baz...

As for me, i grab a mango ice-cream which say ice-cream of the month going offer @ S$2.80 per scoop...(Oops,if DD happens to see this blog,i think his eyeball muz be almost pop out by now..oh no..once a year okie... =P)

Grabbing a seat,mel is ready for her 1st bite of her long craving hotdog. But i muz say her face filled with disappointment while the food is chewing in her mouth...below is what she is chewing lor...

You muz be thinking it should be potato right since it written as fried fries..but we are all wrong coz it just filled with flour & thick flour!!!!....

those pop-out suppose to be fried fries in cube,but we found only 2 cube of fried fries and the rest is flour again...and the most astonished part is belowThey look so huge not bcos of the size of the hotdog lor...is multi-coating of the flour used to "wrap" up the hotdog.....amazing right...

well....Mel is cursing & swearing and also wonder is it that night her sway night as she had been eating awful food since dinner start.....hahaha...poor gal wor..

My 1st 5km run at East Coast Park

Ready go!!!!!.....horn sounds but DD & I did not run like the rest.But I decided warm up by walking with my DD for about 7 mins.Then slowly i pick up my speed gradually till a constant one and tell myself that i shall run at this speed for the rest of the journey.slowly i "left my DD behind....sincerely i want to take this opportunity to thank him and let him know i am very appreciate that he sacrifice his charming sleep and accompany me to this event....frankly running is not his forte lor....finally i finish 2.5 km and i saw DD still running on the other side, so i asked him to join me instead.Smoothly he make an u-turn and we are on the same road...oops...hahaha....again i leave him behind to enjoy the scenery around him and i running like crazy looking very hard and far far away to see if the ending line is near...

At last, someone shouted: "last 100m...you are not far". finally i see the light i think i dash like mad woman for the next 50m baz...hahaha...

Then i saw people giving out some tag to the runner.When i was about to grab 1 for myself,i heard someone shouted at me asking me where is my running tag. Before i can catch my breathe to answer him,he just signal me to get lost and he attends the ones behind me. Not sure what is going on,i just walk to a corner to do my cool down while waiting for DD to be back.

For about 15mins long,i still do not see any shadow of DD,i decided to stroll upward to the running track and give him support to finish the journey..at last i saw him and he is running with his "shell"...poor DD but i look up on him...haha

Together we went to grab cans of 100plus and start q-ing for our goodies bag which turn out to be some phamplets & a packet of pasta...kind of disappoint though...

Looking at the clock,says 10am.knowing we will be late for step class, we sms our regular to chop board for us.Who knows he replys to say he will not be attending. SIGH!!!...can't possible to rush from east to GWC right??so we heartpainly decided to give the class a go and had our breakie at bedok instead...

Click here for some evidences of the event..keke

My Days Had Never Been Smooth Since TuEs

Only 2nd day for the week, but i getting myself into deepest shit ever had...staff getting promo therefore some adj need to be done but i do not have the info cos some1 forget to inform...with no head no tail i was been stunned by "how come you dunno lei...and etc & etc"...thanks man...

by the time i was told and somemore was remind by others,everything is too late...i had already get scolded on behalf...damn!!!

mb wasn't happy or kind of helping me by teaching staff a lesson,call was made to all big shots with many exggerate story...by the time i aware of the whole things....it oredi night time..

Wed arrives...thinking i may have a peaceful day to clear my backlog...but i am wrong.As i feel the need to give feedback from what i heard,but this is the biggest mistake i ever make....my reputation is gone or mb i dun even have one anymore....believe no one dare to tell me or when i speak to me, they will be alert on the words they use...i just simply moaning through the day as if some1 had just died...and i think tats me!!!

Today is thursday..i decided to shut myself out of the world and strap in my own la-la world...finally everything so happy-go-lucky till the below conversation..

Phone ring ring...

mum:helo

me: helo aunty ar..

mum:helo helo

me: helo aunty...aunty...aunty..(Did i called the wrong no??)

mum:huh..yes ..yes..

me: (oops..give a try)...ermmm....is DD in??

mum: har?..you got the wrong no...

me: Oh!!! sorry sorry byebye...(can't wait to hang up)

Puzzled awhile..staring at keypad..decided to give a try

mum: helo helo...

me: (oh no same aunty wor)...sorry sorry..(hang up)

Can't believe myself..look hard at the keypad & press the buttons 1 by 1..

mum: helo helo...

me: (hang up)

Awhile later,DD called and I realised i have been "playing" the phone... so the super malu and ashamed...i stare at the phone for a few sec then pick up...then followed by some hot conversation between DD & mum....making me feel even more bad...(mum muz be hating me now!! =(....)

Am i not attentive enuff ??or bcos this is the 1st time i need to call for DD to the phone?? that today i get to know that his mum does not know his chris name....wat a failed SO am i...(speechless)

For a mmt, i so scared to call his hse again that i miz call his HP instead to let him know i am hm safely...heehee...he called me back...guess he can read my mind wor...oh no!!!!

wat an incident to end the week...hope tml will be better... :)