Finally a not so shiok workout has come to an end. Open locker, half heartedly hoping to see hp screen shown "1 new message" but no there isn't any...guess he muz b busy helpin out with the setup but still worry about his safety, therefore decided to text him a simple sms hoping he will reply. Then headed to an 1/2 hrs of shower...oops did i scare anyone off..kekeke..
Back to locker again,1st thing is not grabing clothes to wear but is to peep on hp...again...nothing come in...
for the moment, don't know to be scare,sad,worry or disappointed. Maybe a mixture feeling is the best words to describe baz...
Start to wonder has he reach yet??where is he now??knowing he is being driven there,accident oso start add into the worry bubbles...bet you going to say"aiyah..you think too much liao la,he shd be fine." But why he never tot of sending sms or even a miss call to ease mycaring worry...or i am reali worry for nothing??....
Many times, he was being told to do so but this time 4got to tell him. thinking he surely remember it but....again i tell myself that he muz be busy helping out.but deep inside my heart, somehow it got proven that i have been forcing him to do something which is out of his usual way which maybe hard to change to suit me...
Again many times,i keep telling myself forget it..since he is not used to this kind of act,let it be and i shall make myself get used to it instead.but I tink i can't just like he can't too.when the same thing happen,i start to worry and mind runs wild again. Am i abnormal??
On the way home,i keep having a feel that hp is vibrating but it turn out to be only my imagination. How can i not worry??
Back at home, from worry turn into angry. Out of anger,i have the thought that since he is enjoying himself now....guess he will not pay attention to whether am i home yet or not...so i decided to unpack my bag...eat my din then see whether shd i tell him i am home or not....maybe he even forgotten about me for the moment...why not???...hahaha...i think i am working toward revenge...
Of course,my heart failed me...love win over hatred...i call him but shock to know his HP is off and i hear his voice mail instead. Panic raise again...where is he? why HP is off?is hp low batt??is the BBQ location no reception??or .....i keep calling..using hse phone using hp but still cannot get in...simply no ringing tone at all....why why why????why didn't he feel funny that there is no new from me??
why didn't he know this is absolutely not my style???why didn't he just chk once a while??is it bcos he dun feel the nid to do so??
i guess he muz be thinking it isnt a big deal at all and why a blog has to be put in here....
i am worry....if you are not my love one...i will never even want to bother...this is the only thing i ask for,am i asking too much??or till now, you still feel that it isn't a muz to do so and i should not making a fuss out of it....
Then please teach me...mb to be like you....
Back to locker again,1st thing is not grabing clothes to wear but is to peep on hp...again...nothing come in...
for the moment, don't know to be scare,sad,worry or disappointed. Maybe a mixture feeling is the best words to describe baz...
Start to wonder has he reach yet??where is he now??knowing he is being driven there,accident oso start add into the worry bubbles...bet you going to say"aiyah..you think too much liao la,he shd be fine." But why he never tot of sending sms or even a miss call to ease mycaring worry...or i am reali worry for nothing??....
Many times, he was being told to do so but this time 4got to tell him. thinking he surely remember it but....again i tell myself that he muz be busy helping out.but deep inside my heart, somehow it got proven that i have been forcing him to do something which is out of his usual way which maybe hard to change to suit me...
Again many times,i keep telling myself forget it..since he is not used to this kind of act,let it be and i shall make myself get used to it instead.but I tink i can't just like he can't too.when the same thing happen,i start to worry and mind runs wild again. Am i abnormal??
On the way home,i keep having a feel that hp is vibrating but it turn out to be only my imagination. How can i not worry??
Back at home, from worry turn into angry. Out of anger,i have the thought that since he is enjoying himself now....guess he will not pay attention to whether am i home yet or not...so i decided to unpack my bag...eat my din then see whether shd i tell him i am home or not....maybe he even forgotten about me for the moment...why not???...hahaha...i think i am working toward revenge...
Of course,my heart failed me...love win over hatred...i call him but shock to know his HP is off and i hear his voice mail instead. Panic raise again...where is he? why HP is off?is hp low batt??is the BBQ location no reception??or .....i keep calling..using hse phone using hp but still cannot get in...simply no ringing tone at all....why why why????why didn't he feel funny that there is no new from me??
why didn't he know this is absolutely not my style???why didn't he just chk once a while??is it bcos he dun feel the nid to do so??
i guess he muz be thinking it isnt a big deal at all and why a blog has to be put in here....
i am worry....if you are not my love one...i will never even want to bother...this is the only thing i ask for,am i asking too much??or till now, you still feel that it isn't a muz to do so and i should not making a fuss out of it....
Then please teach me...mb to be like you....
2 comments:
so what happen in the end? i think this happen in our life lah... mine also like that... i think all guys think its not a big deal battery flat or not telling the current status... sometimes i wonder really busy until 1 sms also cannot reply izzit??? haiz.. to them, they said, busy is busy, where got time to sms... hahahaha this is for my case lah, i see open liao, have u??? :)
but at least i know he is really busy and sometimes just never thought of me... but what can i do since he's my choice:) learn to accept lor...
well,heart to heart talk lor but i think like never solve oso lor...just like wat you said lor...i think he is the man too lor so had to learn to accept his kind of definition too lor...kekeke
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