Where is my time gone to since chinese New Year

I think my last entry to blog was like few week ago.Notice that i seldom blog as often as i initially setup.Am i getting tired or just getting lazy?i also not quite sure.Maybe bcos i learn something unhappy throughout the stages.

This year my 2 days of chinese new year break is totally exhausted.Not quite remember all my house visit schedule,i do remember my days pack with appt throughout the 4 days.And this year,parent decided to travel to JB to pray my mum's parent.That was another disaster too.It was super jam when we drove back to SG.Supposed to have appt on that noon,but was cancelled eventually as pple start to back out last min...sigh...

Without failed,i still attend my sunday class and house visit again till late night.

Needless to say la,next day was a terrible tired day.Rushing all the work due to so many hoilday in between,i nearly wanted to cry out.The week had passed but my workload wasn't decreased.What a joke,right?

Today is already mid-week and bcos i need to attend a 2 full day training.There goes my working hours again.Due to change of payroll vendors,this training i had no excuse to fail my attendance.But the best part is this week is also my feb payroll.About 200 staff of their salary is place under my hand.Therefore after the course end,other went home but i return to office to work "night-shift".

Today is the 2nd day of the course and also the last day.Surprisingly towards the end of the course,i met someone whom i had already forgotten totally.Her name is sophia.Such ashamed that she does remember me as sharon's friend's friend but it does ring me a bell at all.Of course in the end,i do la.She is jeremy's ex-gal if i still remember correctly.Looking at her,i can find she is living a good life.She told me she is no longer living with sharon.Maybe bcos i am too shook to see her under this kind of envoirnment.I was actually quite quiet...Oops forgot to ger contact from her la....

Heehee...after all the hard work...of cos i need to relax abit too....start counting down already as i had already planned...hahaha

A non -exciting Chinese New Year Eve 2008

A week and 2 days gone by.Last sunday was a nightmare to me.It suppose to be a happy occasion but it wasn't for me.

1st,i have to skip my usual sunday step class to be in the office early to look after the logistic of those lucky draw prizes.2nd,alot of things was changed last min and we are all over the places. 3rd,we gets no appreciation but lots of unwelcome feedback and complain about how lousy those prizes is.No matter how much good stuff was chipped in,they are never be pleased for the effort we put in.

Monday is the hectic one.Facing all sort of music,we both are so tired.both of our mood is pretty bad that day.

Hoping tuesday will be a better one but i am wrong,at least this was happen to me.And i had came to a conclusion.He is a jinx.If ever my day begin with his complain about anything,my whole day is a goner.I am sorry if i ever step hard on you during those days.

But luckily of me,i have a caring and wonderful of him to be my dustbin and vomit bowl.But he cannot come in too early else he will be drenched by me.haha

He will know what am i talking about.

I just hoping for better each new day arrives but it seem to be never happen.

today is chinese new year eve.here i am blogging away and not feeling sleepy at all.Maybe i am thinking too much or just too tired to be sleepy.Everytime i look myself into the mirror,the mirror simply do not know how to lie these days.It seems that i am look older than my age each day liao....

Lets pray that i can catch plenty of oink oink during this 4 days of rest day.And i think i really need it.....

My 2nd half of spring cleaning

This year,i must say i did not working hard enuff for my spring cleaning.Initial i have plan to enage cleaning company to do the chores this year but after sourcing for the suitable quotation,my parents backout due to expensive charges.So this year mum helps out in spring cleaning too to expedite the whole tiring process.I could say we just simplify almost everything this year but some clean and span though..

Haven't really spend alot of time with him,this weekend i burnt my time to him instead of staying at home.But we come to a deal that i need to stay at home aft sunday morning class to complete my 2nd part of housechores.

On friday evening,i had my "after a long break" of low-impact aerobics by jeremy.I think i will not going for that class anymore.bcoz my kneecap can no longer endure those twisting and turning movements.I have to give up a few hopping class since my kneecap is no longer strong like before.So is either i give up step or this class.Therefore, i will opt out low-impact.For these 3 years,i have been always enjoy steps class.Then the best part is i find out that my mbrship card is not with me.But luckily i am "well-known" in FES club,so i did not have to explain my situation much and get the entry easily..Haha!

So sweet of him actually come to do his bit of exercise while waiting to me to be done.We did abit of toiletries shopping at chinatown and we headed for home.

Saturday is a full day of outing.At 10am,we suppose to reach Eu Ren Seng but we are late.After an hour,we had our bunch at amoy street market centre.I am kind of surprise that quite a number of stalls actually do open on sat.Its another option of eating places for us if we do come to this area again.

As usual routine if i happen to be there, i took a chop chop bath and again sweety of him was reading papers & drinking kopi while waiting for me to get it done.

We headed to library bcos we had bought tickets to watch nutty chestnut directed by jonthan lim.Actually i did not find it interesting maybe bcos many of the scene of movies or show they re-play, i had never watch before.so i am clueless about the jokes they make..

After the show,we both know our tired devil struck us.Without futher do,we headed home and end the day with a tub of hazgen das ice-cream and waffle..yummy!!!

This morning,we did not set our step-board like we usually do.Bcoz there is a special class going on and that session happen to occupy our usual studio till 11am.Again, my kneecap strike me again,making me cannot perform to my best today.I am feeling so upset.

HeeHee..we actually save $$ our lunch...Oops!..Thanks to the special class.They had arraange a kind of refreshments for people who attended the so-called marathon class.And of course,we took our share of food too.Dun play play wor...they are from DOME ar...

We took 1.50pm shuttle bus and we heading home to continue our 2nd part of housechores...with aching all over my body,i just wanna to oink oink for the rest of the hours....ZzzzzZzzZzzz!!!!!

Yippi finally my heart decided to come back to me

At last,he return from pahang on monday evening.Dropping point is at his office.Receiving his call at about 6plus,i was damn happy. Actually,i have already received his sms about his arrival to sg at 4plus liao.But still,hearing his voice over the phone is the best part.

Nearly wanted to skip my pilates to be with him,but thinking he must be very tired to "entertain" me so being a goody sportwoman,i go ahead with my pilates class at STC.

Though class was a torture but i still enjoy it very much and somehow reluctant to go even though the class ended.a few of us still pester the instructor with our questioning...hahaha...he must be thinking this bunch of member very fan lor..

As the club going to closed for the day soon,i chop chop curry pox and left the gym.Just in time for the shuttle bus,i hop into it.

While on the way to City Hall mrt station,i craving for meaty stuff.thinking very hard where i can fulfil my crave.Subway struck me.heehee...turkey and bacon here i comes....

Reaching home about 11plus,i am already half dead.Begin to unpack my bag,dad ask me to chk flight as he needs to fetch workers from airport.Enduring my hunger,i surf the net to provide him the latest info.After analysing for so long,we come to a conclusion that flight no was given wrongly.But still,dad goes ahead to fetch those workers. I was told by mum that he did manage to pick them up after all.

Looking at the clock and it will b 12mid soon,and i haven't eat my turkey & bacon sandwich yet.Praying in my heart, i tell my god to give me another hour grant then i shall be vegetarian from then onwards till the next day.

Quickly,i grobble the food into my stomach,washing down by a glass of warm milk.Luckily,i wasn't indigest for the whole night.

By the time,i hit the bed.it already 12.30am.I oso cannot remember did i say gdnight or sms him.

Thus,telling myself that i have to wake up at 645am the next day to say my prayer.But i failed.I was wakie by his usual morning call....hahaha...piggy piggy piggy snakie....

An important day without you

The usual sunday, i went for my step class @ GWC.But the different is i am alone today.Though this happened sometime,today is a day i really do not want to spend alone. But i also know very well that there is no choice where we can choose from it.

Thought i will recieved a surprise sms from him,but there isn't since 00.00am. luckily i did not really pin high hope for the thing to happen,so there isn't really much disappointment.I just treat it he is not convenient to do so and/or he is busy. But I am not prepared to hear that he actually forget about today. But still,even he does,i shall treat it he is busy with the activities.Can't possible to blame him ar.

Instead of taking shuttle bus,i choose to take No.5 to tiong bahru MRT and trained home.Pack a packet of chicken rice and walk my way home to share that packet with mum.

Reaching home,i start to tidy my bedroom.Looking at the clock,it was about 3pm.Look at the clock again,it was already 6.30pm.Time really fly.To think back, i should thank him instead for travelling as it giving me a chance to clean my bedroom.Else, i wonder when i have the time to do it. Never the less,i am still stay alert on all the sound around me,scare that i will miss his call. Cute mama also helping me to hear out the ringing tone too...hahaha

Dinner time and i have no appetite.but don't want mum to worry so we went to nearby food centre & eat.On our way home,my phone rings suddenly.An unknown number shown,wishing it was him so i pick up.But it was silent on the end so i hang up.Same number rings again making me more determine that it is him but again there isn't any sound.For the 3rd time i heard his voice finally.I am so happy then i "dump" my mum aside just wanting to concentrate for awhile afraid that line will cut off again.Knowing he is fine,i am so glad.As he is using his colleagues's mobile,so we did not talk long.Have a short one and we hang up.Of course,this is never enough la....hahaha

Wonder is he thinking of me as much as i am thinking of him now.Everyone says its a good thing to be part from your love one once awhile.I told them i am prefectly agreed to it.But deep in my heart,this feeling is totally unbearable.

I always thought i will never had a chance to miss and think of him since we always see and hear each other.But now,due to his mobile letting him down and he is out of town,finally i got the taste about missing him badly.

He is coming back soon.but i don't know can i wait that long.Bet tonight will be another torture night for me.I have not been sleeping well for the past few days when he is around.It was even worst when he is away now.

I tell myself that i shall treasure him even more when we are together coz we will never know when are we going to be apart again. Do not take each other 's presence for granted.

My heart is taking urgent leave!!

Tonight is the 1st night filled with loneliness. He is gone after all.I could not sleep since last night.Staying awake till 1 am plus and i still send him my very last sms for the night or rather the 1st sms for the morning.

Waking up suddenly at 630am,i sms him again wonder is he in the train or still in bed(haha!).Well,he is so well-manner as he is already reaching MRT station lu.Satisfactory,i forced myself to dreamland again.

At 710am,he gave me wakie call using his mobile.And he was already at City Hall transferring train to north east line.

Almost reaching office,i recieved his sms again telling me he is on bus to casueway lor but still i miss call him when i reached office.I am just getting use of doing it.

30 mins later,he say he is going to cross the causeway and will call me when he reaches hotel.i know from that moment onwards,my soul had left me completely.people closer to me can tell i am not myself today at all. Indeed i am.

for the whole day i am just doing thing like a robot with no feeling and move around like a zombie

As per re-planned schedule,he is to reach hotel by 2pm but no news of him.Thought runs wild,brain gone missing,concentration cannot be found.

Weirdo...an unknow number rings me at 4.30pm.Half heartedly, i hoping it was him.however,there is no one at other end.i hang up the phone sadly,blaming myself for thinking too much.Maybe it was just someone calling the wrong number.

Again,it rings and still the same number.I pick up impatiently and realised it him after all.I am so happy until don't know how to react.i just miss him too much to say anything,fearing i might in tears once again.

you may think since i had already hear his voice,knowing that he had already landed safely,i should have found back my heart and soul.No,it wasn't at all.

On my way home after my weekly gym,i sms him to update him some matters at home.How i wish i can hear his voice but i also know it wasn't convenient at all.

he told him when he is around,i wish the day could just crawl pass,but when he is not aorund,i pray for the days to fly fast.

Wonder who will know how one's feel when his/her love one is not around even for a short while??

Dar, i know you are going away soon. Just want to share this song with you esp the last part. bcos that is what i wanna said to you too.