at this hour, the norm side of me is away in bed n heading to dream. But tonight i cannot sleep. tonnes of things stiring in my mind.exit cannot be found. many times when scenerio of others happen to myself,i will never know how to solve but yet i can help others to see the shining light...
Did i really change from the past?or issit i had never listen attentively in the past?or i had begin to learn too much from others that i start to demand things which i had never used to be?...
everything seem to be no longer possible to carry on..i start to feel the lost of direction as what are the things is right and which is wrong?i start to loss of words easily,afraid hurting some1 which i think i have been doing it without knowing it..i starting to think longer than usual and perhaps than any1 else when i want to bring some mesg across.
people starting telling me that i am not used to be like before.asking for an answer why am i behaving this way out of sudden..the best part is i knew my unusual behaviour is revealing layers by layers but just cannot be explain...
maybe i should start to learn to be quiet again and observe. Then i will not hurt any1..as long as every1 happy go lucky,i think i will be happy too.
2 comments:
i think this normally happens... we care too much about things around us and somehow they affect us so much... haiz... see open, brighter times will come after the storm...
Don't think too much, life is short!!! Play hard, work hard & live to the fullest ^_^
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