fOr tHe fIRsT tIMe....

Tonight as usual we are having our weekly dinner.but the unusual is i gets him to bring something back hm for his mum.A thing which i had done last night without telling any1...but dunno he can guess anot...Oops
Actually tml is his mom's big day. last year we just treated her for a dinner and again this year we did the same but just an additional of 1 member this time.
frankly,all the while i have been thinking wat to give her as a form of something for her to keep and wont take up so much spaces.
Ever thought of buying accessories or facial product or even clothes for her, but seriously i do not know her taste very well till now...beri unfilial of me right??..haiz...
therefore last year i gave her nothing but a dinner. So this year i decided to do a birthday card for her.Actually i did not plan it at all,it just strike my mind only last evening and act on it immediately.
I am not gng to say how it was done but smarty of DD will know one la...
Initially,i design in a way that everything is type-written even the wishing message too.But somehow i feel that sincerity will not be there liao.So i decided to hand-written instead which my sweet XM oso agreed.But can tell you lor, my handwritting is super ugly lor esp writing chinese char...alamak!
Mentioned dd that i actually wanted to write aunty in chinese on env but sure dunno how to pinyin the aunty in chinese char.then DD enlighten me that i can use Bo Mu in chinese char ar...ya hor....how come i never think of that lei...hehe i think i am just too gan cheong liao la....
Specially instructed DD to give his mom only tml,heehee dunno how will she react hor...si-ga-li she tot i am childish...how huh??....chiam la....
Never mind la....if she reli dun like it.at least i know one more thing about her and will take note in future ma...correct??
gAn cHEoNg....GaN ChEOnG.....gAN chEoNg!!!!until my gastric attacking me....tonight cannot slp liao la....

For once, a weekend of no dating...

This weekend is a bad weekend.I just do not like it.this is the 2nd sat which i went back to office to finish stuff which cannot be completed during weekdays and many hours of OT...And because i need to help my dad with the 7-month festival which he is involving on that night.DD & I did not meet on that day.Terrible feeling hor..I managed to clear most of the things by 230pm.Thinking of buying something & duplicate office keys, i make my way to chinatown hawker centre.Passing by a foot reflexogy which cost 20/40mins, i decided to give a try since i have been torturing my calf for the past 3 days(gym freak is back again..hahaha)i was attended by a young man and he show no mercy lor...dunno issit because i am already aching or he is too strong for me..the whole process is so painful beyond words but shiok at the same times...kekeke..

Reach home at about 530pm,i had my dinner and headed to the place for my night shift.I was taught by dad's friend of my duty for the night.This is my 1st time but the uncle mistaken me as another gal and keep insist that i done it before and so on.Dad confirm n chop tell him that he remember the wrong gal..hahaha..

The whole dinner ended at 11pm.You must be thinking my work should end at the same time too,right??No lor...after that i help my parents to tidy up and wash the necessary.By the time i reach home,its already 2am.

My sweet DD gave me a morning call the next morning for my usual sun step class @ GWC.Not sure is he heart pain to hear my drowsy sound when i ans his call that he ask me to rest at home instead of dragging myself to class today.Knowing well of myself,for the 1st time i obeyed his suggestion.Maybe i am really super tired,I slep till 1230pm today.

At about 2pm i ask papa to lobang me to DD house cos i miss him la...caring papa agreed cos he also wants to bring mum to bros's chalet at PR.

Tonight is a special night too.DD & i treated his mum to dinner cos her birthday is near.Guess where did we go la??..hahaha...This is my 2nd year to have the honour to dine with her...feel so happy wor...cos his bros need to run some errands at chinatown area, DD & i bring his mum to win-shop abit around chinatown.As we pass by dessert shop,his mum mention long time never eat dessert liao so we went to the "suppose very popular one"甜品小屋。Then we realised most of the things sold out.Thinking that since his mum want to eat 芝麻糊,we decided to settle with another dessert.When we had make the order,his mum say why not we go to the next door-糖水 since so many items already sold out.I dash into the shop & stop them from preparing the orders.Without any gulit,we just walk gracefully to the next door & order 芝麻糊和磨磨查查。I think 甜品小屋 surely had blacklisted us liao...

After din,thinking that since the place is in town,i have the thought to go home by myself as we are simply far apart..east to west..But mum & his bros offer to give me a ride.I am so happy cos i can spend abit more time with DD liao..

But i think his bros muz be speeding lor cos i can see my house in 20mins lor..hehe..never the less i want to thank his bros for the ride and their mum too..dunno will she feel bored anot as the whole journey is so long..

only a year but i am just like a beginner...

hmmm...cannot remember when is my last time blogging man...but i know its been long time already....is my blog page collecting dust already?? hehe

ok where shall i start leh??....

For the past 1 year, i have been stopped going to this class every friday. People who have been through this with me will know what i am referring to and why am i doing this. After 1 year, i pick up the courage finally to return to this class which i suppose to be familiar with but yet so distant to me.

Having the usual class at 630pm every friday,this time i waited for the 830pm class patiently.Slowly i saw familiar faces appear 1 by 1. I am so delighted as if i am back to the big family of this class again.
Frankly, i am so nervous, not only bcos i stopped for too long from this class but also i just do not know how to face the rest out of sudden. Everything is so weird to me.i just feel so uneasy until the instructor spotted me and give me a BIG smile - kind of gesture to say "welcome back". only then my heart return to a normal pumping rate..

of course, i must say i love n hate this class...this kind of feeling i can gurantee it never change at all.This is a torture session n yet we are so enjoy being tortured...hahaha....insane right???....btw this class called - sculpt & abs.

Class ended.and i am looking forward for the next friday...dunno wat kind of torture will it gng to be??.....

Dying better than Living???

4 hours ago, i got a new from DD.I recv a msm from him showing me some civil defence man standing on the MRT track @ Tampines Station. 1st thought come into my mind is someone dying again.I wonder why these days people choose MRT track to end their live. Security not enough or is the most faster way to die immediately?? Now a day, it seems people don't really want to think much or they have too many things to think about that they dunno how to start therefore dying is the most faster way to resolve an issue....Sigh...wats has world happen to? Something i was wondering is nature "helping" us too as you can see many unpredicted dieaster is happening everyday and everywhere...

For a quick report...hahha wonder am i faster than channel new asia man!!!

A coutesy contribution from my sweet DD:

this is tampines station,as you can see both door open..searching begin..

all passenger was ask to leave the cabin...search continues...

A few civil defence personnel is looking for "dead body" ma??

Wonder what have they found??....bcos....please continue viewing...

Here comes the main "actor"...ambulance...

Oops...did they find somemore "dead pieces" ??

Guess they are packing back for the day la...poor them...dunno got outcome anot??

Wonder these people knows wats going on?

Top secret: DD was telling me it seems to him that a body was slash by the train into 1/2.....eerie ar.....

What a noisy ride to go home tonight!!!

I think we are running out of time...its already AUGUST and i betcha lots of pple out there is stuggle very sec to compete against the heartless tick tock clock...
Its been awhile that i seldom stay till 8ish at work, so tonight i had the taste of it and of course i din waste it as i managed to clear stuff which impossible to clear during daytime...pls dun ask me why....as i wondering too...weirdo lor..

but above is not the interesting stuff i wanna share with you guys tonight...

here's the story...while taking train home from RP,i abroad the cabin at door No. 4. As the train was quite empty, i move to the in between section and start to flip my daily paper so that the train was move very fast...keke..i think this is a kind of mentally trick...i think when the train was reaching RH, i heard some chinese songs was playing in the cabin.Thinking that it might be ringing tone, i ignored for awhile. But it wasnt and i find out that this guy is delibrately playing the song from his HP.The song seem like a sad song as the lyric got words like "do you know I love you...why don't you give a chance...blah blah blah"From the impression of his face, it somehow reflected that he got to be reject by some1 he loved and are mourning over it lor....alamak i am so bad...but pls lor...be considerate ma...pple in the train had already having hard times at work...still got to "mourn" with you...give a break man...and the best part is he alight at the same station(JE) as me lor...GOSH!!!

Never the less, proudly present the DJ of the cabin for tonight...."refer to the man in BLUE"
wait wait wait...this is not the end lor...tell you liao...my ride is pretty noisy tonight lor...

Next is scenerio is while waiting for my NE line train to start riding me home,there is these 3 30s - 40s ladies standing beside me in the cabin. Then the sound pollution began to pump...she voices like she had just swallow a home surround system into her lungs lor...at first i tot she is from "Big Road" but no wor...seem like a da wan ah sao to me wor....she is happily yanking away in her loud n sharp pitch lor...in fact every1 in the cabin look glumpy lor but dunno is it bcos of her speech la...not sure whether the other 2 ladies is enjoy her speech or simply enduring it...hahaha...poor them standing so near to her but she talk like as if they are very far away...pple in the train is sending signal of irritation to her hoping she will lower her voice but i think her reception in her brain has breakdown thinking that pple are enjoying listening to her talk of her sch life lor cos i can feel that she is getting even louder lor....

There you goes...a courteosy snap from my nokia 7610...

Phew...i only need to endure for awhile as my journey on this train is pretty short but not the rest lor...and i overheard that their drop-off point is causeway wor....poor the rest....

A way to say I lOvE yOu....

如果想知道我心裏在想什麼
那你可以碰碰我
我會告訴你一個小秘密喲
.............................嘻嘻.....

A disturbing feeling to end a friday night.....

Finally a not so shiok workout has come to an end. Open locker, half heartedly hoping to see hp screen shown "1 new message" but no there isn't any...guess he muz b busy helpin out with the setup but still worry about his safety, therefore decided to text him a simple sms hoping he will reply. Then headed to an 1/2 hrs of shower...oops did i scare anyone off..kekeke..
Back to locker again,1st thing is not grabing clothes to wear but is to peep on hp...again...nothing come in...
for the moment, don't know to be scare,sad,worry or disappointed. Maybe a mixture feeling is the best words to describe baz...
Start to wonder has he reach yet??where is he now??knowing he is being driven there,accident oso start add into the worry bubbles...bet you going to say"aiyah..you think too much liao la,he shd be fine." But why he never tot of sending sms or even a miss call to ease mycaring worry...or i am reali worry for nothing??....
Many times, he was being told to do so but this time 4got to tell him. thinking he surely remember it but....again i tell myself that he muz be busy helping out.but deep inside my heart, somehow it got proven that i have been forcing him to do something which is out of his usual way which maybe hard to change to suit me...
Again many times,i keep telling myself forget it..since he is not used to this kind of act,let it be and i shall make myself get used to it instead.but I tink i can't just like he can't too.when the same thing happen,i start to worry and mind runs wild again. Am i abnormal??
On the way home,i keep having a feel that hp is vibrating but it turn out to be only my imagination. How can i not worry??
Back at home, from worry turn into angry. Out of anger,i have the thought that since he is enjoying himself now....guess he will not pay attention to whether am i home yet or not...so i decided to unpack my bag...eat my din then see whether shd i tell him i am home or not....maybe he even forgotten about me for the moment...why not???...hahaha...i think i am working toward revenge...
Of course,my heart failed me...love win over hatred...i call him but shock to know his HP is off and i hear his voice mail instead. Panic raise again...where is he? why HP is off?is hp low batt??is the BBQ location no reception??or .....i keep calling..using hse phone using hp but still cannot get in...simply no ringing tone at all....why why why????why didn't he feel funny that there is no new from me??
why didn't he know this is absolutely not my style???why didn't he just chk once a while??is it bcos he dun feel the nid to do so??
i guess he muz be thinking it isnt a big deal at all and why a blog has to be put in here....
i am worry....if you are not my love one...i will never even want to bother...this is the only thing i ask for,am i asking too much??or till now, you still feel that it isn't a muz to do so and i should not making a fuss out of it....
Then please teach me...mb to be like you....